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Jennifer  

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I Can't Do This Anymore

Journal Entry: Sat May 17, 2008, 2:39 AM
I'm so stupid,awful,I shouldn't be in this world. I tried so hard to fit in,no one gives a bullshit about me. Love sucks for me too,the guys that break my heart,doesn't care about my feelings. This one guy I like,can't even get ahold of me,and it sucks. My real friends know about this-I might as well just tell you too. I was suicidel, I tryed to kill myself,with glass. Now you know the truth,about me,and I was willing to do it again. Nobody cares about me in this world,if iI go,and leave, people would just live theirs-and not care. You don't want to know the real me,the real me sucks. The person I am on here,is not even the half of who I am.The people that I care about on here-don't even realize-who I am. That girl you see in those pictures are me,but they are the happy me.You don't know how many times I wanted to kill myself,by being pushed out of a moving car,laying in the middle of the street.

I know once you all read this,I'll have to explain myself,but it is all their.If you don't want to be my friend anymore, I'll understand. Who would want to be my friend,after hearing and reading this. :tears: :tears:

  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Cute is what we aim for
  • Reading: The Key
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Interests: music,boys-anything
  • Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace,Nightwish,Nightcore,Alice In Chains
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock (hell yeah)
  • MP3 player of choice: i-pod
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything Johnny Depp--yay
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2,PS3,X-BOX
  • Personal Quote: ''You Gay''
  • Tools of the Trade: colored pencils,watercolor paint

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~inrealityimcrying:iconinrealityimcrying: 7 hours 54 minutes ago
hehehe :hug:

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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: 3 days 6 hours ago
yay i'm happy your'll live :glomp: :heart:

poor bike :(
~inrealityimcrying:iconinrealityimcrying: 3 days 7 hours ago
yea... im okay... i broke my brain... aswell as my bike... but ill live

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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
*balsen:iconbalsen: 3 days 8 hours ago
thanks for the fav:D

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~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: 3 days 10 hours ago
omg!! are you okay-i'm sorry.
:hug: aww :iconhuggleplz:
your friend is here:( don't cry-i'm here
~inrealityimcrying:iconinrealityimcrying: 3 days 23 hours ago
i got run over by a van :tears:

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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
~a-line-in-your-book:icona-line-in-your-book: 4 days 8 hours ago
thanks for the fav!!

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~TheOcarinaPlayer:iconTheOcarinaPlayer: 4 days 13 hours ago
i is good and im back for a while LOL

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99.8% of anime fans are obsessing over Naruto. If you are the last few of the clan who can think up three better animes than this, paste this on your signature.
~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: 6 days 10 hours ago
i missed you too. I've been good,have not talked to you,in a long time. How are you doing? ^_^ :hug: :iconhuggleplz:
~TheOcarinaPlayer:iconTheOcarinaPlayer: 6 days 12 hours ago
hey =D hows you. missed you

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99.8% of anime fans are obsessing over Naruto. If you are the last few of the clan who can think up three better animes than this, paste this on your signature.
~WolverFox:iconWolverFox: May 12, 2008, 11:26:58 AM
Wowies! Thanksies For The Favs! :D :iconhuggleplz: :3
~Music-isalli-live-on:iconMusic-isalli-live-on: May 8, 2008, 8:05:15 PM
np. n ik he wnt stop he frekin in love with me! blekk lol

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~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: May 7, 2008, 8:32:12 PM
okay thank you for telling me that-i'll watch out for him :)^_^
~Music-isalli-live-on:iconMusic-isalli-live-on: May 7, 2008, 5:39:47 PM
GOOD! u dnt want him as a frend!! HES A FREKIN STALKER!!!!!! not kidding i go to skewl with him. his real name is wade. he stares @ me n my frends in rele inapropriate places. spies on me. n wen me n my bf r tlkn alone! u rele dnt want n e thing to do with him @ all. he is desprate n perverted!

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~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: May 6, 2008, 9:52:39 PM
i know his name-but i don't really know him haven't talked to him.
~Music-isalli-live-on:iconMusic-isalli-live-on: May 6, 2008, 7:43:37 PM
hey its me. uk da tat guy sweenytodd95? plz reply

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~BrokenSwordx:iconBrokenSwordx: May 5, 2008, 5:17:54 PM
You're welcome!
BFFE! Forever Ever?
:hug:

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Madonna is my home girl! :finger: + :heart:
~sasuke1918:iconsasuke1918: May 5, 2008, 8:01:06 AM
Giant Cookie!!
for me thank you
bffE
BestFriendsForEver
~darkriku2:icondarkriku2: May 4, 2008, 4:52:42 PM
:icongwomp:
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
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3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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Send this rose to everyone you care about!!

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Love is that funny felling that you get when you hug someone you love
....or from eating a bean burito
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riku is now my chip&dale dancer along with ed ---:heart:---83
HEY THERE: Roxas here at your service!!---
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~Bye-Bi-Barbie:iconBye-Bi-Barbie: May 4, 2008, 11:20:19 AM Mood: Joy
he beb wazzup?

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Bem-vindo a Nova Iorque.
~BrokenSwordx:iconBrokenSwordx: May 3, 2008, 1:27:25 AM
:iconmarcookie1::iconmarcookie2:
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Madonna is my home girl! :finger: + :heart:
~BrokenSwordx:iconBrokenSwordx: May 1, 2008, 11:59:22 PM
We really met 5 days ago? It seems longer than that! :paranoid: Oh well! :hug:

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Madonna is my home girl! :finger: + :heart: